Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Is it possible?
Hi people,
How is everybody doin?
I'm chillin at home...it's getting cold :(
Anyway...
I wanna know how many of you out there found love through the internet.
I also wanna know how it happend ( ins and outs ).
Was is a chat or a profile website? or something else.
Would you move to a diffrent country to be with that person?
I''m not looking for love or anything, and i'm not trying to find a date lol.
It's just curiosity :)
I don't have any experience..i did find me some friends, but that's diffrent lol.
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Hi Djenna !!
Is it possible?? Well i got a story for you hope u enjoy..
it all started with my profile on a LGBTQ (lesbian gay bi trans queer) site.
I was browsing through the members section searching for people in my country seen this was an American site and i am from The Netherlands.
And there she was, only by seeing her profile and browsing through her pictures i decided to send her a message. She replied!!
OMG!!-never thought she would response but ok yeah, we started talking and in a while we swapped email addresses.
So we started knowing each other better we both were in a situation were we could relate to each other. She shared with me her deepest thoughts and me also my deepest thought with her
At that point we never saw each other in real life, but i don't know what it was,the feeling this girl gave me. I even dreamt about her and never seeing her.
The first day i saw her, it was at an event we both attended. I saw her for i guess maybe 2 minutes cause she was with friends and was going to another area of the event. later on i was standing and she grabbed me from the back(what a feeling) putting her arms around my body, she wanted to scare me off course but i didn't shook. we talked for a while and said goodbye i didn't saw her that day anymore
after that we started meeting up more often,we even slept together one night at my friends house cause we went out and it was already to late to go home (we slept together nothing happend ) it was turning into something friendly..
One day we met up and we were waiting on my train and i kissed her (eventually) and we was listening to this song:
Donell Jones - Special Girl
Everything was so in place, will never forget that moment.
But still I was to frightened to let her what my feelings were for here cause from my side it was more then friendship, but i didn't know what it was for her. and i guess i was afraid for a turn off
I was to shy!!
Well months pass by, i thought bout her every second of the day,my friends even asked me why i was so happy lol
She started to see this other girl and at that point i was like ''I gotta do this now'' or else its gonna be to late!!!
Well just when i got my guts together and ready to tell her about the feelings i had for her that they are more then friendly ... she told me that she was gonna try to have a relationship with the other girl.
So u can believe my heart cracked at that moment(I also realized at that moment i was in love with her) and I didn't told her about my feelings right away cause it already felt like a turn off.
So later on i told her about my feelings for her but she didn't know how to react! so then i really felt turned off..I guess i was too late after all.
So now she is with this other girl, but I'm happy for her!!
So IS IT POSSIBLE??
I say yes!!
but there are a few things to keep in mind:
1.don't do it like me, and loose the girl!!
if you have feelings for another don't be to shy to let the other person now.
2.Cause before u know its too late and u left with a broken heart!!
3. Make sure its mutual before u open up your heart
Yours Truly
The.Jar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5_kq_sCOfE
Hmmm... the beginning of the story seems very promising...
Well.. it could have been possible, but it didn't work out!
So...this doenst count lol
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